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Dreamscape I | Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Dreamscape II | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 8 | Dreamscape III
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That
ferret-faced principal had recently informed Sunny that she could add one more little chore to her growing list of extra duties:
She was to become the chaperone for the girls’ basketball team, and she would also do the scoring for all nightly weekend
boys’ and girls’ games played at home as well as in the small towns up and down the highline along the Montana-Canadian
border, some as far away as almost 100 miles from the village. Girls and boys
would board separate buses at about 2:30 that afternoon along with their chaperones, Sunny was informed, and she was to travel
with the girls’ in their bus. Sunny
giggled aloud at the irony of acquiring this new job. She’d just about
failed PE all the way through high school, not because she couldn’t figure out how to play the various games offered,
but because she’d refused to take showers with the other girls, and the teachers, after many warnings, barely passed
her. Sunny didn’t care; she was damned if she’d run around exposed
and naked in the steamy dampness of nubile bodies and wet cement. She had spent
her youth in a private boarding school in the mountains of Gathering
her sweater, the new down jacket that Bugoo had picked out for her during their first shopping trip together, papers to grade,
and extra tissues for her runny nose, Sunny had to race back to the school building as the kids, already in the bus, shouted
encouragement. More irony. Sunny
made it a practice to never run anywhere. She liked to think of herself as a
large ship with a strong, protruding prow that sailed forth, but never rushed. Yet
here she was, sprinting with all her might; she wanted the girls to like her with every fiber of her being, and a little run
for the bus might make them laugh. Sunny had learned that laughter was a good
thing in this part of her universe; she was determined to become the best fool possible.
No one laughed, but the girls smiled big as she entered the door of the bus.
“Bout
time!” Lou called out, ending with a shssss. There were soft assets around
the bus. “Had
to get my beauty business done,” Sunny quipped. “Looks
like you left a lot UNdone, innit?” Lou retorted. “Nah. I was looking for something to share with you.
Help you out some.” Sunny smiled to let Lou know she was only kidding. “Yeah? Needn’t have bothered. Everybody
knows I’m perfect just like I am. Regular Miss Indian Princess! Shsssss!” Sunny
found a sweet note from Bugoo in the pocket of her new down jacket. He’d
drawn a hilarious comic strip with the two of them bumping noses as they tried to kiss with little hearts that said “Bugs
Loves Sun” bobbing all around their heads and a note at the bottom that let her know he’d see her at the game
that night. She thought about him, about the story he’d told her last night
of pieces of his childhood. He’d sworn that he’d been a little shrimp,
that kids had tormented him because he was little, and how scared he’d been a lot of the time. It was hard to think about him as diminutive and vulnerable; the guy was big, towering over most others,
standing out in any crowd. Then, he explained, when she wondered at his story,
he’d gone into the Marines, and he’d suddenly grown more than a foot and a half.
He’d filled out, too, gaining more than 60 pounds in less than two years.
His mom literally did not recognize him when he returned to the reservation.
Maybe it had been the good food, or at least plenty of food on a consistent basis.
Having fifteen siblings competing for scarce resources in their tiny house meant that you didn’t always get all
you needed as a growing kid. One of the best things about living here on the
rez, though, was that no one could actually starve. Everybody shared what they
had. If you entered anyone’s home, there was always sure to be something
on the stove, and all were encouraged to take what they needed. In fact, Bugoo
instructed Sunny, it was rude to refuse an offering of food when they visited others.
Because his family’s house had been so small, only three rooms, and there were so many people in it all the time,
Bugoo got a lot of his needs met in the homes of those he visited, a pastime that took place around the reservation, at all
hours of the night and day. Sunny
marveled at Bugoo’s mom, Margaret, whom she’d just met a couple of weeks before.
Hard to think of this bright-eyed, sweet-faced, kind of flighty acting person bearing seventeen children. Seventeen. Think of that!
Sunny shook her head. Good Catholics, Bugoo had explained. A couple of the babies had died when very young, and one 10 year old had gotten killed in a bizarre truck
accident, but everybody else was alive and kicking. Emphasis on the kicking,
he’d joked. Sunny
looked back about her team as they sat in their seats on the bus, clumps of heads in twos and fours, talking softly, the occasional
shsss and a giggle or two now and then punctuating their conversations. The Thunderbolts.
They’d became her first experience with a sports obsession. She’d
always ridiculed her Once
she’d figured out how to do the scoring for the games, Sunny was shocked at her passion for these competitions, the
girls’ and their unique plays, and the ups and downs of winning and losing. Her
philosophy about the act of and support for competition with kids before she’d arrived at this place had been quite
rigid, for her. Competition was, in Sunny’s opinion, the cause of many
of the world’s ills, and it was better to teach kids to cooperate. She
lived that belief in her classroom and, when she could, in her own life. But
Sunny had begun to love the competitive hearts of her T-bolts. Always significantly
smaller and shorter than their large, farm-fed opponents, Sunny’s girls nevertheless made up for their small statures
with fast-moving, carefully paced action and often brilliant technique. They
were good listeners, and Coach Terry’s quiet instructions were instantly applied.
They were a team; each respected and supported every member, whether they were winning or losing. And they were competitive to the max: These girls always intended
to beat their almost all white opponents. Sunny
admired the special qualities of each of her girls. Many considered Gert the
team’s star, the one to follow. This girl scored. And she ran like a strong whirlwind chasing sagebrush on the prairie.
She was tireless. Hazel was an intelligent player, always thinking; she
could always be counted on to be at the right place at the right time. Her expressive
face earnestly led the others to try harder. Lou was the strong one. She never wavered in her desire to win. She worked hard at
the game, and she labored with such passion, the girls on the opposing teams sometimes seemed to avoid playing close to her. Judy liked to prove that she wasn’t just a pretty face, although it was hard
not to notice what a beauty she was. She played with the nimble abandon of a
child, the love of the game and winning the goal at hand her only concern. Fatso
was the team’s earthy player; her square frame moved around the floor with commitment.
She played smart, and she could be counted on to contribute her share, to support the other players. She was creative, too; she seemed to be able to predict what might be coming next. The tiniest player, Nucky, was a bright light that darted in and around the other players, turning up in
the most unexpected places. She delighted in sending the ball through the basket,
especially when it seemed clear to everyone that no score was humanly possible. Berty
was wiry, her moves a supple ballet as she unobtrusively wove her way into the best receiving positions. Velma was the star dribbler of the team. She had no fear of
the big girls who sometimes pushed harder than should have been tolerated, and she almost always got the ball to those who
needed it in an efficient and well-planned way. The only big girl of the team
was Target. She was a strong, graceful giant who liked to apply strategy whenever
she could. These
girls didn’t just run; they soared. They didn’t just bounce the ball;
they played it like it connected to them, like it was a yoyo, a toy for showing off.
They rarely called to one another, but their bodies and their wily ways seemed to send silent messages to the others
on their team. They played with such joy in the game, it became contagious; there
were moments when everyone, players and observers alike, including those from the opposing teams, roared with approval when
one of the ThunderBolts scored an especially surprising win. Sometimes
Cybil, the team’s manager, would sit with Sunny. The two were a match. Neither were great athletes. Cybil like
to tease that they were the team’s plump fry breads, heavy but deliciously fragrant, especially compared to the players
after a game. Shsssssss. Cybil found
satisfaction by serving the team; the girls counted on her, and she was proud of her position.
Sunny followed this feisty student’s lead and quickly earned the respect of the girls as their loyal champion,
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